BORNEO GLOBAL ISSUE CONFERENCE. OH MY GOD. I’VE BEEN WANTING TO JOIN THIS SINCE I WAS IN FORM 3!!!! I SERIOUSLY WANT THIS!!! But what kind of background do they want? Let see, i love debating, LOVE doing speeches, member of girl guides association, elit student; does that even count? i better work on it to get elected. or should i prepare a resolution? I’M SO NERVOUS!!

by participating in the conference it would enable anyone to improve on their public speaking, build up self-confidence, gain more knowledge on UN procedures as well as bring about inspiration for others to follow. AND I WANT THAT. wish me luck!

CHEERS, XOXO, Z

today, i have updated my friendster, facebook, tagged, hi5, myspace, twitter, youtube, plurk, crunchyroll, blogger, tumblr, wordpress, MSN, photobucket and it’s killing me!

Happy birthday Sharleen.

Over and out!

CHEERS, XOXO, Z

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It has been a while since I have eaten a bar of chocolate. Due to the whole China & Milament(How ever you spell that) thing, I’ve been warned not eat some.

OMG I missed Eating Chocolates…

I just had a dream about living in a Chocolate land full with chocolates. I was sooooo excited that I thought it was true.. but too bad someone spoiled the dream by waking me up, Knocking my door LOUDLY.

Arrggghh

Stop spoiling a Girl’s wonderful dream that is about to come true

Here are some Pictures that gives me the hunger:

Feeling Hungry now guys?

Well, if you ask me, I’m already hungry.

CHOCOLATE IS MY ADDICTION

CHOCOLATE IS MY HEART

CHOCOLATE IS MY SOUL

Yes, I’M IN LOVE WITH CHOCOLATE

I just checked my friendster.

Then I received Three friend requests.

One of them who added me, with THAT picture of her face, I just can’t believe my eyes.

I accepted their requests.

Then i checked the “GIRL” who added my friendster. It’s funny.. her picture looks like someone i know. Someone I’ve known since primary 2. Someone familiar. Then i look at her photo Album, i checked all her pics. I still think that “THAT” face of hers is soooo familiar. But it couldn’t be, cause her display name was not the same as the girl that i expected.

So just to make sure, I checked her “About Me” section. Then i keep reading and reading..

She did state her full name there.. but… I still can’t believe it. So I check the old School Magazine just to make sure that IT IS HER. Then….

I lied on my knees…. and started to cry…cry..cry….cry…. I cried non-stop until my nose bleeds. But all that blood came out from my nose.. still won’t stop me.. I just can’t move… I just sat there… like nothing… cry and cry again…

How I miss her so much. She is my bestest friend in the whole world. And we lost contact just because she’s afraid that I’ll be mad about her pregnancy… But you know what? I don’t care if she’s pregnant. I just miss her so much. I called her. I’m glad she’s fine.

Her baby is cute too. Just like his mom

I just want you to know that no matter what happens, I will always love you. Cause I will never ever break a so-called POWERFUL friendship, especially this long. As we are best friends since we were seven.

As for my other bestfriends, same thing, I will always love you guys. Just for you to know, my love for my friends and family is always STRONGER than the love for myself.

Now I just don’t know what to say…. :’( This tears keep falling..

Just…I love you guys and i really mean it.

I went online on msn with my email zubai@live.com FINALLY!! BUT there are so many friends adding request so i was feeling kinda sick with it.

There’s this one guy. I have no idea What his name is. He just added me. I said hello he said hello blablabla… We just chatted for a few minutes and then, all of a sudden, he asked me to be his girlfirend. I was like… WTF???? For just chatting in a few minutes and the next thing you know, he’s in love with you. LIKE WHAT THE HELL???

I asked him nicely is he is being serious or just playing around. Guess what he said, “I’M SERIOUS HERE”. Then i go again, “WTF???”

I told him that I don’t even know him that well. You what he replies? He said “That doesn’t matter. We just have to be together, we don’t need to know each other that well”. Like WTH??

Okay, this is not the first time that this thing actually happen to me. In fact, It happens a lot of times that at times, i decided to leave my old email and make a new one. I hate those people. They are too desperate to have a partner in life that they just say things without thinking.

I wanted to say no but I can’t stand hurting a person. Everyone have feelings. So instead, i blocked him. How amazing was that??

In case if you wanna know why I keep changing my email,

Those people out there that I DON’T KNOW keep adding my email and try to be “MR.SWEET TALKER” arrgghhh

I hate sweet talkers. Well, if he’s my boyfriend then that’s fine. But this??? This is too much man. I get disgusted by that easily. I might as well puke on their faces.

So anyway, those of you out there who are reading my blog, get this message:

STOP GIVING MY EMAIL OUT!!!

Hey hey

Yayyy this is my first post here.

Here it is,

I’m bored. hahaha
OOO… i remember taking this picture. I love this skirt. But.. i don’t remember when i too it. Jason says It’s hot. Larry says it’s sexy.
I say it’s HOT
All the other EG members say that it’s a WOW. haha

Done